Prettier After The Laser Treatment

I sometimes ask myself if my vanity is really worthless afterall? After the laser treatment this morning, I felt some enormous joy inside me. My face still looks burned but I can already see the difference on my acne scars. I can imagine how my skin will look by next month.

I really think that the happiness that beauty will bring is not VAIN at all. It's about building self-confidence to change the whole you into a better person.

Do I have to let everybody know? I think it will depend with the person who I want to share my happiness with. Some people will be happy but some won't, or they may even hate me and judge me for being such a freaking vain.

Do I have to let them know? I sometimes think why not? Let them hate me for being happy. Let them judge me for being smart and can afford the treatment. Let them freak out by saying "Oh I spend thousands of dollars for this treatment".. hahahahah someone will be freaking jealous of it.

All I know and feel right now is, I am more beautiful and prettier and will be more beautiful and prettier after one month and so....